Saturday 20 June 2015

Together

She knew she was leaving. She wanted to be near me.

So I took her to KL on 8 June.

Our last picture together.

Bereft

14 June 2015. 1.45pm. One week ago.

I still see your face asking me for ubat sebab sakit.

I wish I could have done more for you. Im grateful you didnt suffer for long. Doa Mama tenang di sana.

Friday 5 June 2015

Darkness

"It's ok doctor. We understand English."

"It is I who is bad with languages."

"Multiple tumours. Terminal. Within this year. Take her home. Make her comfortable."

I finally told her. "Sakit macam Kak Jue. Doktor bagi 6 bulan."

She said she wants to move to KL to be near me.

Anything you want, Mama.

Then she took out her necklace & put it around my neck.

Waterfall.

And I was thinking, "I must tell Kak Jue this."